My throat is tired and my fingers are sore from writing songs all night mixed with capturing hours of footage for the "Day In The Life".
Got a lot accomplished tonight though, i think im going to feature one of my songs in the video... or maybe ill play it live eh? eh?
-Jordan Deviance
I went into my bathroom tonight at around 12:31am. I shut the door with only my guitar, capo, and pick. I pulled a lot of old songs out of the closet that i knew had potential or that i still enjoyed somewhere back in my mind... but that i was keeping on the shelf for the right time or until they were ready. I think im convinced tonight that what were once just small pieces and little bits and bites... are now ready.
Tonight a feeling was brought to the table so strong it can hardly be expressed in words. Maybe not even expressed in music. Maybe only in passion and desire. Emotion and love. Its a feeling when everything comes together just right, and you feel for once in your life.. you have something that you can be proud of. Not what anyone else thinks or says, not what is right or wrong, not what will later be considered a waste of time or unoriginal. That requires a reason or rules... something that makes you stronger. makes your heart beat, and your blood flow. almost as if you've found a purpose in life. even if temporary, a fix nonetheless. Im speaking of something so special that you dont want to go to bed, because of fear that in the morning... it will be gone and retired. Only to be found again on another beautiful or lonely night.. when things can align just right.
I ended up getting so lost and swept away in the world of music and art and adolescence- that when i walked out of there and shut the light off sweaty, tired, and a smile on my face... it was 3:46am. 3 hours that felt like a blink, and a lifetime. All at once. Music is a beautiful thing, i tell you. Maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies.
I heard today was a beautiful one.
I spent mine missing out.
But its okay.
Because if theres one thing ive learned,
Its that another day will come.
Another day, A beautiful one.
~Lyrics for me, By me
-Jordan Deviance